A couple things to share with you.

For one, I have officially finished my Volume 9 journal. WOW! haha I used to be SO good at writing in it all the time, and put so much detail in things that when i go back and read i am put back into the moment and can picture everything that was going on....but i soon stopped doing that. haha

With this jounral expecially, i have mainly focused on important moments such as break ups, new boyfriends, school news, sad times, happy times, and memories like...ticket stubs, pictures, quotes...just little things to make it more personable. This particular volume however has been over the last 5 years of my life....not gonna lie, probably THE most trying times i have had thus far in life. This journal is VERY special to me. It's full of SO much that i will always remember! Soooo much has happened in the last five years to make up who i am as a person. I grow more and more each day and couldn't be more blessed. I am SO excited to start a new chapter and create more memories. :D

Secondly, a friend of mine posted some songs on her blog...i am just going to write the songs and the artist on here...and if you wish to go find it...well...you just should. My life is based off of music and lyrics....NO JOKE! haha Well, here is a list of songs that are constantly on repeat on my ipod (my best friend) haha listening to meaningful song with my head phones in...is my "happy" place. Honestly....it makes me remember i can get through life...and that i relate EVERYTHING to music...........everything.

1. Mayday Parade (anywhere but here album especially) But all their songs really, are MY LIFE!!
(in no order):
                * Still breathing
                * Save your heart
                * If you can't live without me, why aren't you dead yet?
                * Get up
                * Anywhere but here
                * Bruised and scarred
                * If you wanted a song written about you, all you had to do was ask
                * Take this to heart
                * Terrible things
                * The last something that meant anything
Yes, like i said, their music is my life in lyrics...i swear! haha

2. Get it right-- Glee Cast --Something i needed to hear when i heard it
3. What are words-- Chris Medina --
4. Go Radio's NEW album..all of it!
                * The truth is
                * Any other heart
5. Fork in the road-- The Latency
6. Courage-- Orianthi & Lacey
7. Happily Ever After - Honest - We seek after these things -- Jenny Phillips
8. Alone with the Sunrise - Together with the sunrise - Stephen Jerzak

Pardon my french but...

sometimes I have days like this. hahaha

Go dark?!

So It will be "hair appointment time" in about a month....I'm not sure what to do. I have LOVED what I have done these past two appointments. Blonde with more brown than the usual...

But....

I kinda wanna go dark again.

Problem....Summer is on it's way....should i wait until August?! And how do i get it to STAY this dark?!! It fades so quickly, and just becomes a lighter brown..which is fine, but i like THIS color!!

Help me decide. Also, sidenote. We have to wear hair pieces for our dance tour, and i would have to get a new one if i went dark now, and i kind of don't want to get a new one....so just some things to think about. haha

Let me know your thoughts. :)

Learning to trust.

Ya know...sometimes we have to learn to let go of what we want. And learn to just trust that the Lord will have happen what is supposed to happen. It's crazy how much easier life gets when He helps you. :) I love my life! I know I say that a lot. I know I'm about three steps behind everyone else my age, but i'm going. And i'm going somewhere. That is all that matters. :) I know that life has amazing things in store for me someday...and I just need to be PATIENT! haha Something i struggle with sometimes. But i know, in the end, it will ALL be worth it. :)